Luyện nghe bài hát Stan [Explicit]

My tea's gone cold I'm why I.
got out of bed at all
The morning rain up my window.
and I see at all
And even if I could all be gray,
but picture on my wall
It reminds me, it's not so bad,
not so bad.

1st volume gradually grows raindrop background
2nd full volume with right after "thunder" noise

Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em
There was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em
but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her?
name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him
I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your man
I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan
is Stan

Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six old
We waited in the blistering for you,
hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his idol
He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do
I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just you in a way
I knew my father neither;
he to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to you're saying in your songs
so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds
like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one
She don't know what it was for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan ever lose
Sincerely yours, -- P.S.
We should be too

Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last I ever send your ass
been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two
I the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it
I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning
but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm
and all I was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it
You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you BREATHE without me
See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too
Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send shit out?

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Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that
and here's an for your brother,
I it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you
But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that just clownin dogg,
- how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some
to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be
That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your need each other
or you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that be doin just fine
if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy
I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge
and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his was. it was you
Stan!