My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume grows over raindrop background 2nd volume with beat right after "thunder" noise
Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call I'ma name her I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever your ass It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he him? That's kinda how is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
. .
Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll me not want us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!