My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call I'ma her Bonnie I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room full of posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut wrists too? I say that shit clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!