My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray, Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin' Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I a daughter, guess what I'm a call her? I'm a her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room full of posters and your pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you answer fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert You have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, For four and you just said, "No." That's pretty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd you you would write back, See I'm like you in a way I never my father neither, He to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs So I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for people us growin' up, you gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we should be too
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Call Or My Fans", This will be the last package I send your ass been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, You me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved that guy from drowning But didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy And all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all of your off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you scream about it I hope conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin' in the trunk But I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I to send this shit out?
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that And here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I must of missed you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that shit just dog, come on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some To help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of will make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other Or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' fine If you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was, it was you Damn!