Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a bull So when I say my to God, one verse is like a full choir My thought is pain, strain and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's me for death
I think I'm ready this world ain't no friend of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of shot me, in the instead But I guess they was feeling each other, to get in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between and hell I tell my people so no to but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
nobody got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my no traces just blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even be back
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind real Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make real cash Dropping album after album, platinum after song But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's like I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my are fake, they come around when I'm spending cash But I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my homies bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is something I dump And it not be much but it's all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I smoke no weed 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E My first time ever sober, it's with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me When time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my was phony, straight from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these Ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a breed
So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm tripping But I let you add up to my problems, I will leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane