Lately I've been going more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a choir My every thought is pain, strain and stressing me to Everyday is like a rehearsal, prepping me for death
I think I'm because this world ain't no friend of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all of shot me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling each other, to get in the bed
Here I am, born torn between heaven and hell I tell my people so no to but I let it sell to practice my preaching, calling the kettle black I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle
Ain't got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, my opponents no traces just blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma that, you won't even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum after song But it's like I did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, like everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my are fake, they come around when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my people him, 'cause he be working my homies burning bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all at me, when I couldn't get a buck
all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to over my residence And my vehicle, is I dump over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I smoke no weed if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My time ever sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you cross me I'll bring it to you hard, not Living I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these Ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a breed
So I the streets, with my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm just But I let you add up to my problems, I will leave you tripping
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane