Luyện nghe bài hát So Much

Lately I've been going through bullshit, than a bull fighter
So when I say my praises to God, one verse is a full choir
My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death
Everyday is like a rehearsal, prepping me for death

I think I'm ready because this world ain't no of mine
Only I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time
Y'all should of shot me, in the Jimmy
But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed

Here I am, first born torn between and hell
I my people so no to dope but I let it sell
Need to practice my preaching, calling the black
I I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle crack

Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws when on it
So I be going for broke, my opponents
no traces just blood on faces, believe that
HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even be back

I got through so much, so I try to stay up
Because, I'm sober I can't maintain
Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is
So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane

I can't focus, I'm losing my mind fast
Dreaming and fending for the day, I could some real cash
album after album, platinum song after song
But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on

How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin
It got a nigga, to see my end
All of my friends are fake, come around when I'm spending cash
But when I'm they out the do', with wheels spinning fast

Lonely, dodging the devil but he on me
Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working
Through my burning bridges and I don't give a fuck
Remember y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a

all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles
I'm trying to jump over my
And my vehicle, is I dump over
And it might not be but it's all I got
So when I it, promethium is all I pop

I got through so much, so I try to fucked up
Because, I'm sober I can't maintain
Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is
So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane

I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no
'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E
My first time sober, it's fucking with my brain
Got a nigga with an attitude, I maintain

If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly
Living like I'm invincible, one day it's cost me
When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a
me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage

Hey, no in my heart
'Cause my was phony, straight from the motherfucking start
Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these
Ain't my people, they gotta be up a reverend breed

So I the streets, with my Smith-n-Wesson
And if you beefing with me nigga, get your weapon
You better pray I'm codeine and I'm just tripping
But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping

I got through so much, so I try to stay up
Because, I'm sober I can't maintain
Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress
So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary