Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the fuck my dad was it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? you could bet your ass's If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming home Well no what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children will me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say cruel world Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life