Mom I I let you down And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on we took this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you I had this overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I you get this message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One without a So I'm home tonight Well no matter the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children will me Just that I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say cruel world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life