Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you place the on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I went in thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too out my closet and all them other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can this on and on But, agree to That from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each other's Why we always at each others throats? when dad, he fucked us both in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states deteriorating And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas ever moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One without a So I'm home tonight Well no matter what the And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say goodbye world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far, I want a new life