Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)