Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)