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I'm going changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)