Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)