Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, almost to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)