(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible over substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a prime for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. Couple of sips of that I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up having eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of man I got half a mind, to have another half of of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint like im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)