(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night? am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. It's noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one good sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an They said they me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)