(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found down over dose substance pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, a beer? That's the devil in my ear I sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that little that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I missed the and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve noon no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the door and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)