I toe the of self-indulgence Every I place my pen Upon the page and the words I felt but couldn't 'til then And to myself I beg the Why do I thus As one to one and to Someone else? If I, Of the consequence of stating Openly my might be, When I rant and and reason Do I for them or me? I believe there is merit In creating for one's But why before the public What is best on the shelf? Though while I I do not feel that What I pen is alone, Even could be misguided As are many I known Who swore, poor souls, they possessed The key to man's fate, in convincing some, But could tell they did but prate On subjects touching vague cannot be unproven, or, In of content, speak in tongues Yet know not they're speaking for. No, I am not so; I do not feel I Some force divine, but I know That I never be content To hold my tongue I would speak Or my words to suit the hour Or pinch a upon my cheek To my joy at love gone sour. I do not to disappoint The faith that others in me To the way to brighter days, But dark is all I see. I for good, I toil for hope, No one can my intent But those who listen close Can often mistake I meant. My fear, I've to realize, Is this: that I am wrong, my perception is askew, That I write and call it song. Perhaps I'll always thus, my merits, thoughts, and deeds 'Tis well, long as I go forth And see this, my vision, leads. is she who knows her mind And speaks it she may not please. the audience That hears honest thoughts as these.