I've never tasted tears like before And though they are the I have known simple cause is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon earth as I have been 'til now A truly unexpected twist of For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any to cast a line His hook would hit the ice and in two But someone blew a kiss and with his Unfroze ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and from the I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I because I know That something ends so that can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who never had been But I wrote about and set apart From other men, though never did I My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on I'd lose If my affections were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he couldn't for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night When torment after torment my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To my pages was my only goal the day I dared to call it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the rest For in my I never was alone And being thus in love, though a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that holy Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain When of my will I up the door And swept the space where I hed remain And something within me as I sweep As something new is born in every Past years of I long to keep A future that I long for and fear There really was no when it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who gave me time to make my choice But my will his own with each caress For once and only I did not think I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the word For once I had, I felt a fade Which over me had hung for all these And no true loss in all the world match The sense of someone passing with my I hadn't known 'til how lost I was Enveloped in this mist of my So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it bore of my phantom's light Or carried strains of in the beams my soul was open to the view No man enter, except in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know full well what I am to do But late at night when I recall my I cry for us as though he ever That I had waited years to hear my Once as it should have always been Id wait there still but someone real And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever hello It not hurt this much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that shattered my The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I don't look except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is always For only can show me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears these before And yes, they are the I have known