I've never tasted like these before And though they are the I have known Their cause is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be this earth as I have been 'til now A unexpected twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and thought it Too late for any to cast a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But blew a kiss and with his breath what ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and the start I knew that I was to let him in But I smile I weep because I know That ends so that this can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The of one who never had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on I'd lose If my affections were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in fashion for all time I didn't he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And someone to think about each night When after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my only Until the day I dared to it love For this love was the only I had And somehow I could keep the away For in my mind I was alone And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that place Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain of my will I opened up the door And the space where I swore hed remain And dies within me as I sweep As something new is in every tear Past years of I long to keep A future I both long for and fear There really was no question when it This shooting star, both fire and Who never me time to make my choice But made my his own with each caress For once and only I did not think Where I should feel and for that I was But it was one to enact the part And something else to say the aloud For once I had, I a shadow fade Which me had hung for all these years And no loss in all the world could match The sense of someone passing my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was Enveloped in this mist of my So much of me my muse had become That in my no star was seen to shine Unless it bore of my phantom's light Or carried strains of music in the Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know full what I am meant to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as though he knew I had waited years to hear my name Once spoken as it should have always Id there still but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not hurt this much to say But there is something tragic in this may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend in a way I've never been And healing wounds I would never mend The truth that shattered my The soul I dreamed but never thought Id And now I don't look except in dreams Yet I do the pain is always sweet For only pain can me who I was And from that girl to me how Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the saddest I have