I've never tasted tears like these And though they are the saddest I have Their cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this as I have been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had up on everyone myself, and thought it late Too late for any soul to a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath Unfroze what a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and the start I knew I was bound to let him in But while I smile I because I know That something ends so this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For have I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who never had been But whom I about and set apart other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I on what I'd lose If ever my were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I knew he did not If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he couldn't for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about each When torment after wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, in pain's delight To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I dared to it love For this was the only I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To take another in that place in my mind I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my will I up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something within me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past of memories I long to keep A future that I long for and fear There really was no question it came This shooting star, fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to make my But my will his own with each caress For once and only I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the word For once I had, I felt a shadow Which over me had for all these years And no true in all the world could match The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't known then how lost I was Enveloped in this of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no star was seen to Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or carried strains of in the beams my soul was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I know full what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited years to my name spoken as it should have always been Id wait there still but someone real And the heart no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not hurt this much to say But there is something tragic in this Which may as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I thought never mend The that shattered my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is always For only pain can me who I was And from that girl to me how Ive grown Ive never tasted like these before And yes, they are the saddest I have