Mic check 1, 2.. this is to an old friend of mine, Michelle...
Ms. Roller, new angel, got ya Bible out shoutin' and you're ringing a bell mid-life, reborn, can't wait to tell, if I don't believe you believe, I'm to hell... I've been down Jesus since Sunday school & Easter speeches The Bible was survival, what my grandma would teach us I was 5, I've been dying and trying to read it When I did I did, it redefined it Now you was 34 when you found after your life fell to pieces Wife two times, with two guys, now enlightened in Seemed to flow out your mouth with the of a preacher your whole life to reach you, now I'm a trifling creature
Come on, if I die right this second, I that God would simply check into my life & times, dissecting my rhymes, he'll see how I've leading his troops You can't do dirt your life then say "oops'!
Now where was Jesus, when you life then you was cheatin', you was deceiving me? Where was when you greedy, your lawyers was bleeding me? Where was Jesus when every weekend, a new man living with Oh, wait he was me, trying to keep me from killing you? Now, was Jesus when you was lying & you was betraying me? When I was trying to make it, you was delayin' me, huh? Where was when the ice was thrilling you, Oh, he was he with me trying to me from killing you! If I ain't know Jesus, no telling where I would be It's nights I felt like feces; I needed to fight to release it I'm in the limelight, hot & the heat is ceaseless, Holding my tongue while little cut me to pieces The only reason's cause I studied the life of & Venting with my pen, intending to & release it But when an ex-friend would slight me or slam me venom I hate it, I can't stand it, damnit, I resent it I strive to be righteous, my version of God The reason why I never write verses with curses The reason I purposely hurt persons, applied many teaching of God, Searching the of God Pondered the mysteries of why you be me, I adore you all I hope for you is freedom misery You made mistakes & blunders, you breaking under But yo, If I'm to hell, it's making me wonder.
The greatest ever committed on this planet have been in the of God This country was founded by Puritans, for the expressed of oppression-free Your attitude is the arrogant, fearful fundamentalism that fueled the hatred of the & the on 9/11. If we are not to worship God as groups & individuals free from persecution, in Tolerance, there's one outcome...