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Go back in time to when my nigga my cracker momma and stopped it
My oh my (My oh my)
Oh my (My oh my)
I oh my (Oh my)
pinch me Black man screaming, trying to me I'm not black So why the white man wanna me? Damn, my fair but life's not And I'd be lying if I said I didn't care whites thought Or black people said, Maybe it's in my Like a mother praying In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida around on the ground for a serpent to feed her Praying to God, why her baby daddy beat her Feeling like the devil finna come and her All alone in the wintertime, to the heater Wondering what's happen
And how the world gonna her How could her mislead her
And her daddy leave her? Like abracadabra when that magician on the lever Oh my
(Oh my) Oh my (Oh my) Like the white said oh my Oh my, my, my, my, my Oh my, my, my, my, my
Oh my I don't feel deep inside like I need to hide
Everybody wonder why I get 'Cause I fight the feeling inside Oh my, my, my Oh my, I said oh my,
Feeling innocent in a sense has got me on the fence And all shit is so intense wanna go to this event Just wanna stay and invent And somehow, yeah, that let me
I'm taking shots and drinking But that shit don't make a dent in how I'm And yes I'm willing to keep chilling on shit I there's someone out there far away
feeling all this shit And yes I know that I'm low so much further I can go And so I up to the sky Oh my, oh my
(Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (I oh)
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And her just leave her? Like when that magician pull on the lever Oh my
Oh my, my, my, my, my
Oh my, my, my, my, my Oh my I don't feel right deep like I need to hide
Everybody wonder why I get Cause I fight the feeling inside Oh my, my, my
Oh my, I oh my
I can't get you out of my mind Baby, no I can't find, I just can't find Such a beautiful state of state of mind, such a beautiful state of mind Beautiful state of Sometimes everyday on time But now in my mind It feels I'm living on borrowed time
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And her daddy just her? Like abracadabra that magician pull on the lever Oh my
Atom: So what now? What can you give me? What advice can I give humanity? Atom: I so God: Live your life. Don't waste your days on the negative energy of others. Remember that you're not your salary. You're not your house. You're not your car. And no matter how big your bank account is, grave is six feet under just like everyone else's. So enjoy the days you have. Worry not bout the days that came before you. Nor the ones that will follow you in death. Remember that right here in this moment is all you are guaranteed, and the fact that you are living is what life is all about. So live your life to the fullest, according to your happiness and the betterment of all Damn man, we've been walking forever Thomas: Well, Thalias tracking system says we'll be there in just an hour
Kai: Shit, at least we got walking music or is that it? Thomas: Oh no, man. I'm cueing up the album now, his final one
One, two, three, One, two, three, four, into my eyes Tell me you could see the smile that I'm puttin' on This front I'm puttin' up for you I spill my soul into a With poems in blood In hopes that enough for you Do you love me Do you me yet? No? I'll go for you In fact, I rap till I All I wanted was acceptance, my lesson I'll never your approval till I accept my own from a messed up home, destitute and less informed About the ways to raise a up To not become a Of his environment, I to cry and vent But I done this wall up Actin' everything's all good But in reality I'm for something Through bumpin' my rappers I came up after Nas, Cole, and Hov Eyes closed, I zone till five or so in the I'm used to being Shit, you know how long I've been out on my Chasing dreams, of a throne One day I wake up and see that it didn't exist all Till then I will pen that fans consider brilliant Boosting my ego every million that spills in And still I won't find solace, so the logic in that? Worrying 'bout if they think could rap When it all goes to a childhood, need to be loved By parents was in too deep with the drugs Nigga, my advice, fuck the black and white Be who you are, as a star No one tells you you're something that you just know The world be your glow Your mama did she could Her was miles from good Your father in the trap set for you when you black They met when was low And therefore you a of that And so your trauma is bury it you should weep And clean it out of system, then truly forgive 'em Just my opinion, only then can you find Just start to notice happiness don't come from album been through it before Can share with you what I know To be true, but at the same time, never be you And you'll never be me, no how hard that you try This is for out there wondering how far you can fly The is that you could go further than the stars and the sky But if you to then you ought to know why Are you running something With of becoming someone finally worthy of love Let me tell you now, you're enough approval from strangers, that shit is dangerous as hell Find God, to accept yourself And I'm gone, Him